Homecoming!

Heyy ok so I wanted to blog and im just gunna say that i had a GREAT day today!!! I felt sooo accomplished! I got my dress for homecoming!!!!!!!!!!! Oh my god i am so excited for homecoming now!!! I dont have a date... yet... im hoping... that maybe.... this guy... in my photo class... but i dunno... he's a junior... so i dont think so.... but maybeeeeee... i hope... well anyways even if he doesnt ask me im ok with that and going by myself is fine with me too! Im just really excited for homecoming! Especially now that I have my dress!!! Its sooo pretty i feel like a princess in it! Its like white with sparkles on it and im wearing it with gold shoes, oh my god its amazing!!! So ya, that was my big major accomplishment today! It was super awesome!!!

So today I also had a carwash to raise money for my tennis team. We made a bunch of money so it was good, i think we made like over 300 bucks today and 100 bucks last night plus we are going to have another carwash in october and one of our coaches is having a jewelry party so we will get more money. I think we need around 1200 dollars... I hope we get there!! Its for our team sweatshirts. I hope they are totally awesome so I hope we raise a lot of moneyyy!!

So I had a really good week this week! Monday was good cuz it was just pretty relax and chill. Well actually im just gunna come clean... My week this week in photography was AMAZING so thats what made my week so good. Cuz of two someones in that class one of whom i want to ask me to homecominggg... but i dont think he will but anyways thats not the point... so they are just really funny and fun to hang out with! anyways monday was fun cuz we just chilled in the darkroom and talked and laughed and it was funnn... tuesday was so FUN because right before third there was an assembly and it was absolutely HILARIOUS! The guy was a motivational speaker and he was sooo funny!!!!! Plus everything he said was so frickin true that it made everything twice as funny! So anyways then after the assembly I walk to photo and everyone was sitting in different seats and i was like whoa what the..? and so i looked for my name and i ended up sitting at the same table as BOTH of them haha so it was pretty cool... and ya the rest of the week was cool too! So yaa... thats that.

I really wish i had something deep to say... but i dont... or even some poetry to share. but again, i dont. It sucks cuz school and tennis are kinda taking over my life right now, so there isnt really a whole lot of time to blog everyday and write poetry and have a lot of time to be deep, sentimental, or theoretical.

Ugh. Its almost october... that means its almost halloween... my least favorite holiday out there... I mean its fun i guess to dress up, but i hate the scaryness and the scary commercials on tv and stuff... AND it doesnt help that i get scared extremely easily... oh well. I dont even have to dress up this year because my mom is taking me to missouri to see my grandparents. So i wont be trick or treating and getting cany this year. Plus ill have to miss school, and i HATE missing school because i feel so out of it when i come back, and i hate feeling "out of it" it sucks so much! I feel like i miss so much! Especially when i like someone cuz i mean its like so many chances to talk! and i wasnt even at school. danggg. oh well.

So i dont really have much to say so i guess thats the end!

The End!:)

Its been forever!

Wow! I am so sorry that it has been so long! School started and ive just been really busy and very tired! I swear, ever since i made varsity for tennis i feel like it has taken over my life!!! Im so tired all the time and even though i dont ever have very much homework everytime i sit down i feel like just sitting there or watching tv. I havent been inspired very much lately and i mus admit the first 2 weeks of High School were pretty hard. I wasnt so sure that I was going to make it through the entire school year! But things have gotten MUCH better now that i know i wont be a social zero. So thats good. Im doing my best to work my way up the social ladder in the nicest way possible mind you (im not into the whole using people to get what you want kind of thing..) I know a few people and have a few friends that are pretty far up there, and i think that i will be able to make a name for myself. Thats really all i want, i want people to know me, I want a name for myself i want to know who i am. Well anyways ive got a plan to get up there and i plan on following through with it. Hopefully this year will be a good year. My favorite class is still photographyyyy! I have made two new jr friends :) theyre like best friends and when they are together, they are HILARIOUS! I mean HILARIOUS! you should see them its so funny especially cuz they are guys and they are absolute best friends! They do everything together. But ya, theyre hilarious and are my friends, in photo class at least. One of them is pretty cute (wink wink).

I really wish i had something deep to talk about but my inspiration just feels dead. Every time i pick up a pen and try to write something i just cant. I dont know why, and i wish it would come, but it just isnt. crap. this sucks. I feel kind of dead actually. I havent been writing anything and its what i love to do. Well i mean, i did write a story for my english paper. It was about the heroes journey. I wish i could share it with you, but that would be one frickin long post! Its like 4 pages long, but then again, thats double spaced. But its still a bit to long to share here. I did start a story, but it didnt really go anywhere because there isnt any reason I started it. Its like not even 2 pages long. Thats why i like poetry, it can be short and sweet or even long, plus they are easy to share. But stories just make me feel so much better about myself. You know, the whole beginning, middle, and end. I just haven't exactly been able to finish one. Ugh. I was thinking that i might want to work at some sort of magazine when im older. i dunno, it just sounds fun especially if its a fashion magazine, or even just a regular magazine thats popular. So ya. That might be pretty cool!

So lately my family and I have been thinking a TON about college. Plus i've just been feeling like my childhood has been slipping away from me. I was in the car the other day driving somewhere with my dad and I was looking at all the cars and expecting what theyre going to do and being alert and looking at all the stuff and then I saw a starbucks and i was like thinking "that could be a potential job for me or hhmm maybe i could work there... its only in a year and a half..." and then i was like "Holy crap, ive only got another year and a half of freedom! Of not having to report to someone or work for the public. My childhood is slipping away from me as we speak!" and so i just got to thinking... wow i really need to enjoy this year i need to make it special, i need to make it count. Before all my responsibilities come into play.

Alright well im really sorry i havent got anything to terribly interesting to add to this, but i promise i will try to get something interesting up as soon as possible, i just wanted to update on what was currently going on in my life and that i am still alive! Tired, but alive!

The End! :)