Sunday, August 21, 2011

The Countdown... 0 Days



Summer
Late nights up with friends
Sitting by the fire roasting marshmallows
Summer
Days by the beach
And the smell of suntan lotion
Summer
Drinking pink lemonade
And eating watermelon
Summer
Long bike rides
And romantic picnics
Summer
A time for laughter
A time for smiles
Summer
A chance to transform yourself
to break free
Summer
This is what you'll always mean to me. 

Saturday, August 20, 2011

The Countdown... 1 Day



Wow! 2 days left, I'm looking forward to school a little bit more now that I've gone shopping and I got some super amazing stuff! Things I can check off my list from yesterday?

  • Knee high socks
  • black cardigan
  • cute tops
  • maxi dress
  • pull over sweater
So, today was an accomplishing day! 

Alas, on with my countdown! Today I will give you two lists! One of long term goals for the school year, and one of short term goals. 

Long Term:
  • Dress Better
  • Get good, really good, grades
  • DON'T PROCRASTINATE (we'll see how long that one lasts...)
  • Smell good
  • STUDY for tests
  • Make new friends
  • Stay confident
  • Wear my hair in different hairstyles other than down or straight
  • Be me
  • Get a boyfriend?
  • Do NOT forget summer 2011
  • Be proud of everything I do
  • Make real varsity for tennis this year
  • Do a spring sport?
  • Get drivers license 
  • Add variety to my life
  • Do something different
  • Pass Algebra 2 with an A
  • Foreign exchange student?
  • DON'T BE SELF CONSCIOUS
  • Write. Write. Write!
  • Stay fit
  • Do extra credit assignments
  • Play guitar again
  • Wear dresses/skirts more often

Short Term Goals:
  • Maintain both my blogs (I don't want to forget them during the school year.)
  • Take more pictures
  • Look for a job
  • Keep up with my journal
  • Make cute outfits out of the clothes I already have
  • Eat from a taco truck
  • Go to SF more
  • Tone my stomach
  • Get rid of tan line
  • Have an awesome 16th birthday!
  • Write poetry
  • Get a good book!
Well that's about it! I hope you enjoyed these 2 extensive lists. More to come! 

Friday, August 19, 2011

The Countdown... 2 Days



So it's the last weekend before school starts. Yay... I've decided to do a mini countdown of the last days of summer. Include my goals for this school year, things I want for the beginning of the school year, and last thoughts on my summer. Poems, lists, inspirational things like that. Alright, so here we go! 3 days...

Clothes and accessories, as well other miscellaneous objects for the school year:

  • Puffer Vest (faux fur lined hood)
  • Awesome pair of destroyed jeans
  • Knee high socks and tights to pair with boots
  • Black Cardigan (can't believe I don't already have one!)
  • Cute tops
  • Maxi Skirt
  • Pull over sweaters/cute long sleeves
  • Infinity Scarf
  • Good perfume
  • Polaroid Camera
  • New Phone
  • Good Book
  • New bedspread
I'll do my best to post a picture of my first day outfit! I have an idea of what it might be, but I'm not sure that I'm going to stick with it. I'm looking for something better, but if I can't find that, then I guess I'll be wearing what I've already chosen! 

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Rock, Paper, Scissors- Strategy?



So I found this article on yahoo.com and I thought it was the most interesting thing! Who knew that you could actually win Rock, Paper, Scissors with logical reasoning and not just luck? Cool article, take a look!

How to Win at Rock, Paper, Scissors

Friday, August 12, 2011

School is Almost Here...



There is one week of summer left! Oh how quickly summer escaped my grasp...  I can't decide if I'm ready for it to be school, or if I wish that summer would continue. I mean both summer and school have their pros and cons.

Pros of School:

  • More exciting social life (at least for one who hasn't got a car). You get to see your friends everyday.
  • A sense of purpose? (naaahhhh)
  • Lunchtime (who doesn't love lunchtime at school? It's the best!)
  • Your favorite class (English!) 
  • Flirting with that guy. (Come on, you ALL know who I'm talking about!) 
  • Homecoming
  • Buying brand new school supplies. (It's my favorite part of the new year, I love the crisp pages of a brand new notebook, the fresh erasers, perfectly working pens, new folders...)
  • The best back to school outfit yet! 
  • New clothes!!
  • A pretty new bag to hold all your stuff!
  • A clean slate! 

Pros of Summer:
  • Summer camp!
  • Summer romance
  • Warm weather
  • Great tan!
  • Hang with friends anytime you want
  • Sleeping in
  • Staying up late
  • S'mores
  • Campfires
  • Swimming in the pool
  • Vacations to far away places
  • Time
  • Bikini bod
  • Cutest swimsuit
  • short shorts, tank tops, and flip flops
And the list goes on! Just like with everything, summer and school do have their cons... 

Cons of School:
  • Those girls. You know, the ones that think they own the world. 
  • Bad teachers
  • Homework and projects
  • Waking up early in the morning
  • Annoying unattractive guys that tease you, but you know they like you. Ew... 
  • Math class.
  • PE
I have to say, I thought my list was going to be much longer than that, but I actually kind of like school... The worst thing for me i think is either Math class or those girls. 

Cons of Summer:
  • Unbearable heat
  • Being stuck in the house because you don't have a car to get you places when your parents are gone. 
And that my friends are the only cons I could think of about summer. Summer truly is an amazing three months that doesn't ever seem to be long enough. Then again, some of my favorite times happen during the school year (Christmas and New Years anyone? Not to mention my birthday!) I also do love the fashion that comes with fall and winter as well. The thought of being cozily bundled up in a jacket and boots is a very gratifying feeling... for me at least. My favorite part is sitting by my fireplace with a good book feeling the heat on my back. 

Alas, I must admit that I've got bittersweet feelings about the end of summer. I had such an unforgettable summer and I don't want any of the memories to get pushed aside by math formulas and history lessons, but I'm sure they probably will. Soon enough this summer will just be words written on a page and memories in the back of my mind. But right now, it's real. And right now, I'm holding on to that for as long as I can. 

Saturday, August 6, 2011



It's been over a year
and yet I still think of you every day
I think of our memories
our laughs
our hugs
I don't know why I can't get you out of my head
You're always in the back of my mind
refusing to let me forget you
I wish I could say I hate you for it
but I can't because all I know how to do is love you. 


When I've finally made peace with myself
When I've finally let you go
and accepted things the way they are.
You always find a way to creep back into my life
into by subconscious.
Then I must start over
and learn to be without you again.
Each time it gets harder and harder to forget you. 

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Stop It. Stop It! Stop It!!



He's talking to her again.
All the old feelings are returning.
It still hurts me to know that they are together.
That he left me for her. 
He just keeps going back to her.
Only her.
I should be over him by now.
But I'm just not.
I can't be. 



My brain is telling me to stop.
But my heart refuses to listen.
I just want to forget him.
All the memories. 
Everything. 
I'm done. 
This is really getting old...

Camp: The Experience of a Lifetime



So after I wrote down every detail of what I did during my two weeks at summer camp I realized that it would be just plain boring to post it here. No one is going to read it anyways, and I'm sure you couldn't care less about every detail that happened for two straight weeks. So, I am resorting to describing my experience in a few short paragraphs rather than a novel (It takes up over 20 pages in my journal, and I'm not even done yet!).

IT Crew 2011! Represent! 


Anyways, my two weeks at summer camp were simply... amazing. wonderful. magical. outstanding. fantastic. extraordinary. marvelous. And even all these adjectives don't even come close to the experience I had at camp. I found myself so comfortable with a group of 31 other teens that I had just met. We became a family, and I've been home for almost two weeks now, and yet, it doesn't feel like "home". Camp feels like my home.

Here are our lovely faces again!

I feel like us 32 teens truly grew as individuals over the course of the two weeks. We became more mature,  we had to live up to the expectations of our counselors and coordinators. We had a responsibility to the campers to give them the best experience possible. To make them want to come back. To make them see why we love camp so much, and why we keep coming back every year. Because we love it. The scenery, the fact that it is so far away from everything and everyone makes you feel as though you're living in a bubble. In your own, beautiful, perfect bubble. I don't really know how else to describe it other than that. To breath the fresh air, and be surrounded by towering trees who's branches sound as though they sing in the wind. You can hear them softly brushing... To feel the soft dirt beneath your feet. Indescribable.

If you look really close you can see a person up there!
No joke. 


The caption for this on Facebook
was "Giant meets dwarf"
so true... 

We learned how to solve conflicts between kids, taught them how to interact with each other, how to be a good role model for them, and to lead them in group activities. Also we learned how to organize an event and how to lead a group to finish the task quickly and efficiently. Our counselors trusted us to organize, decorate, and host a talent show, a dance, and a carnival. I especially had fun this year more so than my previous years at camp, because being an L.I.T. (leader in training) actually gave me a purpose for being at camp. The experience was more fulfilling because I knew that I was making a difference for all those kids that were at camp those two weeks. That I was facilitating those campers in having as good of an experience that I was. Some of the kids were truly wonderful human beings. The way they would look at you and you knew that they looked up to you so much. And that they were appreciative towards you. That they wanted to be your friend. That they accepted you no matter who you were, what you wore, what you looked like. And that is the most amazing gift I think one human can receive from another. The gift of unconditional acceptance.

Two of the most amazing people I met at camp! 

Here we are again!


As for the 31 other people I spent most of my time with, they were all individuals that all had their own skills to bring to the table. Whether it be for helping us decorate for the dance or the talent show. Or for coming up with good games for the carnival. There was so much diversity in our group. People of all different races, people from different backgrounds, rich people, poor people, tall people, short people etc. We even had two boys from Germany (which were VERY cute if I may say so myself! And yes, I did do a little bit of flirting. It was successful might I add.) and another boy who traveled all the way from Thailand! This provided us insight on the way other people live, and insight on cultures other than American. I made some really good friends during my stay at YMCA Camp Jones Gulch, and I really hope to maintain them until next year. I am planning on being a C.I.T. (counselor in training) next year and then after than a J.C. (junior counselor) and perhaps after that, I can be a counselor.

Acting silly at the Carnival!


Another amazing girl I met at camp!

Yes, there are two people.
Yes, there is one jacket. 


This was pretty much our camp motto, camp song, camp everything. It truly is somewhere only we know, and we love it. 







Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Sneak Preview!



So I was thinking just now about what my goal for summer was. My goal was for this summer to be magical and memorable. I think the past two weeks at summer camp really have made this summer magical and memorable even if it wasn't because of the reasons I'd originally had in mind. Life is about taking what you've got and running with it. About making the most out of what you have instead of pining for more, or wishing that something wasn't the it is. I learned that this summer.



P.S. I know I said that my post on summer camp was coming soon, and it is! I've been working on it since I've gotten home... literally! It's super long, and I'm sure none of you will read the whole thing, but this blog is just as much for me as it is for you! So i'm gunna put it up even though it will be ridiculously long. I promise I did attempt at being funny, but I do't know how successful it will be! Love you guys!