Fall!

There's somethin bout the way

the street looks when its just rain

there's a glow off the pavement...

So it finally rained here today! It was so amazing, the smell was amazing, I just love rain. 

Fall is finally here, I know the first day  of fall was like two weeks ago, but today is the first day it actually felt like fall, it's supposed to get warmer this week though, so it'll be back to shorts and tank tops tomorrow. Today though, was a good day though. My cousins came out and it was fun to get to see them again, always is. 

I am so excited about some new clothes I ordered from forever21.com! I got some super cute pants,  a tank top, a sweater dress, and a sweater! I'm pretty excited. 

Have a great week everybody! 

Why is there always a Taylor Swift song for whatever mood you're in? I love her!!

I Miss Him.

I passed through your city today

as I sat there I let the memories wash over me

it only seemed fitting that as we drove 

I heard those songs

thoughts of you still linger

as I feel the tires against the pavement beneath me

as we drive farther away from the city

farther and farther away from you 

Being back at school makes me think if you

Makes me wish that I'd see you when I turn the corner

but knowing only disappointment will be there to comfort me

to see that bright blue backpack 

and think for a second that you'd come back

only to see that the face belonged to somebody else

to see your best friend sitting with different people

to not see you. 

That awkward moment when your mom says that you should make a blog but you already have one...

Sophomore Year!

Oh blog, how I've missed you so!

I've been so busy ever since school started! I am trying really hard on maintaining my goals that I set during summer and I must say that I'm doing pretty good! ...With the non academic ones... My life seems to have been taken over by homework and tennis mainly. Its so tiring! Sometimes I wish I could just not do it, but I know that's not going to happen because I'm an overachiever like that...

So there were some cute guys this year, but they were all jerks or perverts. Oh the greatness of being in high school... All the boys are tools. Yay...

Last weekend we had homecoming though! It was really fun, I had an amazing time hanging out with my friends. That was also one of my goals, to make new friends this year. It seems as though I am making a lot of friends, but they are all older, whats the big deal with that? No, there isn't one. Its actually a lot of fun and I like hanging out with them, because they're a lot more like me. So yeah, the dance was fun and probably the only fun until December. I wish our homecoming hadn't been so early... Ugh. Hopefully there will be more fun dances before then.

Surprisingly though, Sophomore year is way more fun than Freshmen year was! Well, I mean, I wasn't surprised, but I was at the same time. Hard to explain, you know? I was just expecting to be really jaded on the whole high school thing, but I don't really think I am yet, and that's good. Really good.

Anyways, hopefully I'll be posting more often!

Almost.

It's always you

that one guy I can never reach

why do you have to be so irresistible?

why am I so predictable?

It's only the beginning

and I hope things can change

but I think to myself and wonder

do I really want them to?

This feeling is hard to let go of

but I know what the end will be

it's almost enough to make me let go

almost.