So I've got two poems I'd like to share with you... I've been feeling a little down lately. I don't really know how to explain it. But I think you'll get the picture when you read these...

I want to let my emotions run free
But I just don't have the words to express how I'm feeling
It's a combination of a lot of things
That just don't seem to fit together
I feel so lonely
I feel like there's no one who truly understands the way I feel now
And I know people write it off
And think, "Oh, she's just a teenager"
But I'm tired of being stereotyped and mocked by higher society
All I want is someone to help me get through the lonely days that I am exiled to what feels only like a prison
I stare out the windows longing to break free of the invisible chains that bind me to my seat
To feel free
To live again
To laugh
I feel as though the four walls will cave in around me
I feel stuck and claustrophobic
I just want to break free of the funk I'm in.



Lately I feel as though everything has been going wrong
Everyone is sad
Maybe its the weather
But I think its probably more than that
Why does everyone expect me to be able to cheer them up?
Don't they know that I'm a person
I hurt too
No one seems to remember that
Best friends are supposed to be there
And put you before anyone else
I wish mine weren't so busy
and maybe they'd notice that I'm human
And I have feelings too.
I'm giving so much and and getting nothing in return
Soon enough my bucket will be empty
And I'll have nothing left to give.