Organization

I need to do some organizing. 

Not just of my room, but of my mind. 

I find myself being inspired less and less to write these days, and I dont like that. I feel as though the only way to get somewhere, is to change something. Clear my mind, and become inspired by the little things in life again. You know, those days when heartbreak wasn't the only thing that evoked such strong feelings. When the sight of a leaf falling to the ground or the way the sun hit the water just right as it gleamed. When words inspired you, you know, the way it felt as it rolled off your tongue and it's as if the word was palpable.

 I've been faced with a lot of decisions I need to make and opportunities I should take and it's all really stressful. There's so much work I need to do and I just can't find it in me to do it. Stress does not equal good inspiration. I guess I just need to buckle down and get it done because if I can take this opportunity, it'll open up so many doors for me. 

Spring Break!

I swear to God! I hate being sick... :/ I haven't been posting anything!!! I hate it. I've just been so tired that I haven't been up to posting anything in depth. I'm starting to feel better so I'm sure something of worth will be coming soon!! (: Besides, its spring break next week! I am so excited! I'm going to L.A!!
I'm sure it'll be tons of fun. Well anyways, just thought I'd add this quick and totally pointless post. Hopefully I'll be posting soon!!

Sunny Days at the Park with Ice Cream

An ice cream truck just passed my house. As soon as I heard the familiar tune I was transported back to my days as a child living in the bay area. I remember being at the park on warm sunny days and hearing that jingle. I remember running to my mom begging her for a dollar so I could get ice cream. I would always get the same thing, an ice cream sandwich.

It's amazing how hearing a single jingle can bring back so many old memories. I just remember being a child and how easy it was, how carefree I could be. I miss that. Lately I feel like my life is super busy and I wish I could go back to the simple times of being a child. When my biggest worry was whether or not my shoes matched my dress, or that I got the best mat for story time. That the only time I was hurt was when I skinned my knee, but I knew that if mommy kissed it, that would make everything better. That my biggest problem was the answer to 2+2. But unfortunately my problems are more complicated and 2+2 doesn't always equal 4. That just because you do all the right things and you say all the right things doesn't mean you'll get it right. You learn that "mommy's kiss" can't make everything better. That sometimes you just have to clench your teeth, hold your head high and work through the pain because you know it'll be over eventually and you will be stronger for having overcome it. That in the end, you can be the bigger person, you can get it all right, and that, yes, in math class 2+2 always equals 4, but in life sometimes it doesn't, and you have to learn to adapt to that. To learn the ways of the world and grow into the best person you can be.

My Other Blog!

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Check out my other blog called Fierce Fashion! I made it because I really wanted to write about fashion, but at the same time I wanted to maintain the whole idea of this blog, which is more personal, more raw. So anyways, I hope you check it out! Follow, comment, anything is great!

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