I need to do some organizing.
Not just of my room, but of my mind.
I find myself being inspired less and less to write these days, and I dont like that. I feel as though the only way to get somewhere, is to change something. Clear my mind, and become inspired by the little things in life again. You know, those days when heartbreak wasn't the only thing that evoked such strong feelings. When the sight of a leaf falling to the ground or the way the sun hit the water just right as it gleamed. When words inspired you, you know, the way it felt as it rolled off your tongue and it's as if the word was palpable.
I've been faced with a lot of decisions I need to make and opportunities I should take and it's all really stressful. There's so much work I need to do and I just can't find it in me to do it. Stress does not equal good inspiration. I guess I just need to buckle down and get it done because if I can take this opportunity, it'll open up so many doors for me.
Alana, I feel EXACTLY the same way !
ReplyDeleteLately everythings been so tiring and uninspiring (ooh, rhyme haha) but basically you just summed up my thoughts in this post.
i miss you ! (:
Yes!!
ReplyDeleteOh my goodness I miss you too!!!! I didnt get a chance to say hello at SAR! You guys did great by the way! Hannah told me about all the behind the scenes drama with your statue and what not. Sounds pretty ridiculousss... anyways, you guys did great anyway!
I know we need to catch up! oh, and thanks (:
ReplyDeleteyeahhh, there was ALOT of drama about it, but i was to stressed out about getting it done to worry :3
hahah btw i love your new blog!
Well anyhow, it was really good (:
ReplyDeleteThank you! I just decided to make it one day. I've been pretty busy so I havent been blogging on it for like a week or two now, I'm trying to get back into the swing of things. Ive got a lot of stuff to do for school so both of these blogs are kind of falling by the wayside a little. I've got some posts lined up though (: