Truly Mine.

I saw you

and I felt like I would cry

right then and there 

I could see myself crumbling to the ground

tears streaming down my face

calling to you

wanting you to make it better

to fix me

because everything inside me was broken because of you

and on countless nights

I'd lay awake in bed 

wondering what I'd done to deserve all this pain and hurt

wanting to make it right with myself

with you

hoping that somehow

through all that

I'd find a way to fix the broken mess you'd left behind

I wanted to be there for you

to be the one you leaned on

the on you shared your secrets with

I wanted to be the one to take away your pain

and to be the object of your love

instead of loving me

you hurt me

you broke me

fix me. 

I want you back in my life

but I don't know how to get you there 

it's been so long since we've spoken

they say that if you love something

you should let it go

and if it comes back

it was always yours

you haven't come back

you must not have ever been truly mine.