There are so many things that I feel I have to say, but I don't know how to put any of them on paper. I feel like I can't even be inspired anymore.
It's not that everything is so bleak and that I can't find the inspiration... It's just that once I go to write, I can't let myself go the way I used to. I'm blocking myself from feeling that raw emotion I need to be able to write something worth anything.
It's beyond frustrating.
You wouldn't believe the amounts of drafts I have of starting off so strong and then it just stops. That's it. It forever remains unfinished because I won't let myself go there I can't get to that place.
I know why I've built up this wall, but I don't know how to get through it.
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