I Love You. Simple As That.

Something I wrote about him. A long long time ago. 

"I love you"

I've felt the words on the tip of my tongue all this week

I've wanted to tell you but somehow my mouth just wouldn't form the words

I don't know why I can't say it, but I know I feel it

I can't make that final jump.

I guess I feel like if I say it I'll fall. 

Fall and fall and fall

I'm scared that you won't be there to catch me

even though you've told me you loved me, im scared

scared of what the words mean

scared that it means something different to me than it means to you

scared that once I say it I won't be able to stop

scared that once I say it you'll hurt me

I don't like the feeling of being vulnerable

but if I don't feel vulnerable, how can I let you in?

That's just it

If I don't say it, I can't. 

And if I can't let you in, there's no guarantee that you will stay

and I want you to stay because I love you 

I feel it in my heart

every cell in my brain screams it 

My mouth just can't say it. 

I love you. Three words. That's it. 

I'll find a way to tell you, I know I will. 

I've Gone Mobile!

Hey! So I can post from my phone now because I downloaded the blogger app! Maybe this means I will be posting more often:) I'll have to keep it short and sweet though.

Aspire to Inspire

I've been feeling inspired lately, especially by fashion. I really want to start blogging more and getting my voice out there and heard through any and every social media platform I can. Whether it's through pictures or words. And it's not like I have something extremely important to say, it's just that I feel like there's SOMETHING I need to say. Something that has been bubbling up inside me and it just needs to escape.

I've recently moved into a different and much bigger room in my house. I redecorated it myself and honestly it's my dream room. I also just got out of a long term relationship, and it's also the start of a new year. I've been feeling this necessity of change. Even though my year didn't start exactly the way I wanted to, it's never to late for a new beginning, in my opinion. As I've been feeling pretty down as of late I feel like I'm just starting to come out of it and I feel as though being inspired is why. I've been putting my voice out there and letting it be expressed though the clothes I wear, the pictures I post on sites like Instagram, Tumblr, Trendabl (new platform I just joined it's like the fashion only Instagram and I LOVE it), and of course here on blogger. There's something inspiring in knowing that you're voice is being heard, even by just a few people.

Also, I've decided on a new self motto. "Aspire to Inspire". Because really that's all I want to do in life. I want to inspire others. I want to inspire that girl in the corner who draws in her notebook to stand up and express herself freely. I want to inspire that boy with a dream to carry out that dream. I just want to inspire anyone I can.

Feeling good right now, and I really hope this feeling will last. Happy new year everyone! Hope you have an inspirational 2013 :)

You Are the Reason

When you can't live with him, but you sure as hell can't live without him...

What Is Love?

Love is more than just a four letter word. It's an form of being. A state of mind.

Love is walking on air, getting butterflies every time you see him. Holding hands and playing footsie. It's kissing under the stars and being each other's best friend.

Love is always having someone to rely on, to know there's always someone there to pick you up when you're down. 

Love is feeling comfortable around them, being able to let them see, really see, you. Even when you're at your lowest point. 

Love is opening yourself up to someone, even if you want to be closed, loving with no fear and letting yourself be loved in return.

They Say We're too Young to Love...

"They say we're to young to love, but maybe they're too old to remember"

-Whiz Kalifa 

Happy Birthday America!

So this week was Fourth of July! The 4th wasn't that amazing for me really, it was the third that really made my fourth! My family and I took my boyfriend to go see some fireworks a few towns away and it was a really magical evening.

The night started out a little stale and we didn't really have anything to do leading up to the fireworks, but once they got started, the night sky was lit up! The fireworks were so incredible and I saw some that I'd never even seen before. It was so fun though to be able to look next to me and see such an amazing boy with me who makes me so insanely happy and to feel his warmth and his kiss. Made my night, truly did. 

We had quite the adventure on the way back to the car though, I seriously thought we were going to get lost!! It was so fun though and it was quite exhilarating. I had no clue how to get back to the car, but my boyfriend claimed "I'm a guy, I always know where I'm going." Suuuccchhh a guy thing to say! Anyways, it ended up that I was the one who knew where we were going, he knew the general direction though, I'll give him that. It was so fun though because we were running on the side of the road next to cars, and then we were running through parking lots, back alleys and across streets together, holding hands. It felt like something straight out of a movie. I loved it! It was an amazing night and it was all the better because I got to spend it with him. 

The Soundtrack to My Summer

A small list of songs that I have been and will be listening to this summer! Enjoy(:

• Hit the Lights- Selena Gomez
• Call Me Maybe- Carly Rae Jepsen
• We Are Young- Fun
• Some Nights- Fun
• What Makes You Beautiful- One Direction
• I Want- One Direction
• One Thing- One Direction
• Payphone (feat Wiz Khalifa)- Maroon 5
• Wild Ones (feat Sia)- Flo Rida
• Starships- Nicki Minaj
• Lights- Ellie Goulding
• Feel So Close- Calvin Harris
• Give Your Heart a Break- Demi Lovato
• As Long As You Love Me (feat Big Sean)- Justin Bieber
• Be Alright- Justin Bieber

My Summer Anthem

There are a lot of songs out there that I'm loving for summer! But there is one that stands out among the rest; "Hit the Lights" by Selena Gomez. I know this is an old song from LAST summer, but I love it so much that it has become a true anthem to me not only during summer, but the rest of the year as well. To me it embraces the "Y.O.L.O" and "Carpe Diem" phrases in song. It's about living it up and living in the moment, so I really enjoy it. Plus, I just love Selena Gomez. What's your summer anthem?

Hit the Lights- Selena Gomez

Some People Care too Much...

Thank you Winnie the Pooh! You have quite the way with words(;

Summer Bucket List!

Go to a midnight premiere

Go to the drive ins

Feel confident in a bikini

Go to the lake

Kiss under the stars

Have an evening picnic

Watch the sun set

Ace my internship

Go to a concert

Go night swimming

Stay out late

Drive with my windows down and the radio blasting

Look CUTE

Eat frozen yogurt a lot

Have fun with my exchange student

Live by a summer song

Be productive

Write write write

Read lots of books

Midnight kiss

Go crazy for one night. Let loose and have fun!

Hang out with friends

SAT's

Be young, be wild, be free

But most importantly BE ME! ♥

IT'S SUMMER!!!

I want to have a perfect summer, with lots of sunshine and someone special.

Countdown to Summer: 1 DAY!!!!

Just one more half day of school until the beauty of summer. Gunna be looking forward to...

Beach sand, perfect tans. Day walks, night talks. Sleepless nights, pillow fights, and spending every day with those who matter most.

Countdown to Summer: 2 Days!!

He’s my summer boy and summer boys are the only thing certain. You can trust that they’ll always be back…because they loved you in the time when you were most free.

Countdown to Summer: 3 Days!!

In summer, the song sings itself.  

~William Carlos Williams

Countdown to Summer: 4 Days!!

Summer love. Midnight kisses. Shooting stars. Secret wishes.

Countdown to Summer: 5 Days!!

Summer’s filled with breaking the rules, standing apart, ignoring your head, and following your heart.

Startin' the Day Out Right!

There's something about starting the day out active! It makes you feel really productive. I played some tennis with my friend this morning, always a fun time. Finally feels like summer!! Only 6 more days of school. For the rest of today I'm just planning on doing some chores around the house, running some errands, studying, and maybe going for a swim? We'll see. Have a wonderful and productive day everyone! 

Countdown to Summer: 6 Days!!

There is no “we” in summer. Only ‘u’ and ‘me’.

Countdown to Summer: 7 Days!!

When the sun gets hot and the moon gets hazy, good girls go bad, and it gets crazy!