My heart is finally at peace.

We saw each other today

For the first time since June.

Things were good

But not quite the way they used to be

We talked and joked

But the spark just wasn't there.

We'll be good friends

But I think I'm finally over you

My heart has moved on

And it aches for you no longer. 

Well, I wrote this Friday night. The night I saw him. This is the first guy... not the one that moved... But anyways, I saw him and we talked and did the same kinda stuff we used to, but it just wasn't the same... I think this poem is kind of a peace of mind for me. It's me making peace with my heart. Me making peace with him for hurting me so much. This is me moving on and acknowledging that I don't like him anymore, my heart doesn't ache for him any longer. Plus, I found out that he really did go out with his ex girlfriend. Like for real. Ugh. I really do think, though, that the best way to get over one guy is to find a new guy to like. The painful part is just the time it takes to find that newbie. In my case, it took all summer and then some 'til I found my guy. And then what happened? He moved away. Of course. 

Well my oldie wants me to go to the Rio Homecoming Game which is next Friday... Against Mira Loma... So I might actually do that because I love Mira Loma, plus I don't think we've got a home game next week, and other high schools football games always seem to be more fun then ours (go figure). 

So that night, my friend and I were originally going to go to our own school's homecoming game, but then she brought up the idea of going to ML's and so we debated it, and then we just decided to go. So then she calls me and says I'll pick you up in 5 minutes. I was like WHAT?!?! It takes me more than 5 minutes ti get all this beautiful gorgeousness ready! So I started running around the house getting all my stuff together and getting my face and clothes ready. So she came up and of course I wasn't ready, so I sent my dad out there to talk to her mom and stall me a few minutes... It worked. So ya. Then we get there and my other friend tells me that he is there. I started FREAKING out and got all nervous. But it was better once I saw him. He hadn't changed a bit, except for maybe being a bit taller... Well anyways that was my entertaining Friday night. The next night was homecoming :) more on that in another post!